St Josemaría Escrivá film helps actor tackle addiction

BY ALICIA AMBROSIO
A HOLLYWOOD actor has said that working on a film about the founder of Opus Dei helped him regain sobriety after years of addiction and isolation.
The actor Wes Bentley made the comments in Madrid at the premiere of director Roland Joffe’s film, There Be Dragons, about the early life of St Josemaría Escrivá de Balaguer. He told journalists that playing a character with no apparent redeeming qualities ended up being a blessing.
Mr Bentley, the son of two Methodist ministers from Jonesboro, Arkansas, said he grew up in a “loving, supportive, spiritually strong family”. Over time he said he “drifted into another world” where “things got very dark and lonely. I had isolated myself from everybody who cared about me.” The first scenes Mr Bentley was asked to shoot were scenes in which his character, Manolo, was 78 years old, on his deathbed and about to reveal long-held secrets to his son.
In the film, Manolo grew up with and attended the seminary with St Josemaría but left after one year and ended up becoming a spy for Fascist forces during the Spanish Civil War. The war, which lasted from 1936 to 1939, tore apart fami lies as well as the country itself.
Manolo’s decisions would lead him down a path of betrayal, vengeance and isolation.
Mr Bentley said staring at himself in the mirror as an old man made him realise that he did not want to end up in the same position. “I had many things in my life I had to put right and it was scary, very frightening, and that was the turning point where I started making the right decisions,” he said.
What further helped him on his road to recovery were the people working on the film. “The people on it were the most important part,” he said.
Before arriving on the film set he had stopped using the substances he had been abusing. “But the hole in my heart was so large that some of [the cast members], when I was expressing things, they could see that. They were there for me without knowing they were... They were there to help me,” the actor said.
One of those cast members was Charlie Cox, the British actor who portrayed St Josemaría in the film. He came into the film not having ever heard of the saint even though he was raised a Catholic.
To prepare for the role he read biographies about St Josemaría, visited Opus Dei centers and did a week-long retreat with Fr John Wauk, the Opus Dei priest who served as a consultant to the film.
Mr Cox said the process of preparation not only helped him understand sanctity, but also helped him re-connect with his own faith in God.
Asked what made St Josemaría a saint he said: “It’s a lifetime of consistently beautiful decisions, and a lifetime of dedicating his life to the work, which for me is what made this man saintly.” The actor said reading the Spanish saint’s writings he realised that the principles espoused by St Josemaría were very simple, but difficult to apply to one’s daily life.
During the retreat he and Fr Wauk would get up early every morning and do a one-hour meditation that would begin with the two men getting on their knees and Fr Wauk saying: “I firmly believe you are here, that you hear me.” Mr Cox said on the fourth or fifth day of the retreat he told Fr Wauk that he could not identify with that statement, because he did not firmly believe God was there.
“What I’m understanding now is that’s OK,” he said. “That faith [Fr Wauk] is describing is not entirely or necessarily an act of his own will, it’s a gift, it’s a grace,” the actor said.
He said once he had started inviting God in to his life on a regular basis he noticed his faith began to grow. “I find myself getting closer to that place that Fr John describes,” he said.
The moment that consoled him most was watching a DVD of St Josemaría giving a talk in Chile. “He said: ‘Some days you may wake up and you may have no faith, you may feel like you have no faith, no inclination to speak to God that day. What you do with that is you tell him that, and you involve him in that,’ ” the actor recalled. “That was key for me.” There Be Dragons is based on St Josemaría’s early life. Most events depicted in the film either happened or were based on things that happened.